Better Attempt Than Never
I am strong in my belief that love can be a path rather than a wall， only if you have an optimistic outlook on life. Believe it or not， you will find there is something in what I shall say after reading this.
When you find true love， it makes it more necessary than ever for you to work hard. For the love's sake， we will go to great lengths to approach perfection to match him and to gain honors for him. With the purpose of living in comfort， you will take efforts to go beyond yourself. Then you can confront difficulties bravely and deal with it. Being blessed with love fortunately， you will be grateful and kind to others. However as it is well-known that not all couples are a pair.
When I was a senior， I was deeply attached to a boy who was intelligent， youthful and generous. Inevitably， he had a good friendship and received a lot of attention from others. I was over-shadowed by him. I was a girl with ordinary looks， and of which I was not pleased. When it came to affection， I was usually silent. I would feel embarrassed when somebody would compliment me in front of others， especially when I would show my passion to him. So I have no choice but to keep it a secret. On hearing his remarks that there was someone in our class who likes him， I felt upset because I didn't tell him my feelings. What's worse was still to come. I learned that he had a girlfriend whom he wrote letters to every month and he missed her badly. What a problem for me！ Only if I were her. Reluctantly， I accepted these facts， having no intention of doing something to change it. I could do nothing but watch his activities at a distance. The idea that I didn't match him dominated my mind and was responsible for my giving up my first attempt at getting him. Nevertheless， I tried again.
From the start， I thought of our poor communications： "Where are you come from？" I said the first day we met each other. "He has nothing serious， don't worry，" I said when he did me a favor and sent some medicines to my injured brother； "You come back，" I said as I came across you and my bag fell dramatically. I even cherished the idea that I could clone him for me. We parted only acquaintances. To remove my pains， I listened to music as an escape from the reality and slept as a remedy. Gradually， only thinking of him once in a while. I awaited the days to come when he would be out of my thoughts.
As the time went by， I outgrew the na？？ve thoughts. I have already cheered up from a dilemma and no longer look down myself. I am aware that there is no absolute standard for beauty， those who are most confident are worthy to be loved. In addition， the saying that you can get nothing but regret unless you pursue， sometimes makes me think. Taking that people care about me into consideration， I'm determined to strive for the better， to look up to them and to avoid feeling sorry for myself.
To my relief， I have a good master of English and I can distinguish myself through it. I engage all my available time in studying English. Having hunted for a variety of English-related books， I breezed through the CET-4. It is a great pleasure that my efforts aren't in vain. Nowadays， I have good reasons to say that I have the ability to pass the coming CET-6. Not to exaggerate， I have a good lead over others， even though I'm modest all the time. When the question is asked such as "How did you choose to learn English？" "How can you concentrate on it without being distracted？" My answer is simple - your goals and motivations can make it. I say nothing more. To tell the truth， sometimes I feel boring but I can be stimulated at the thought of him.
Meanwhile I put my on-diet plan into practice. Not going through the motion， I mean business this time. Not until I'm slim to my satisfaction will I stop. I only eat two meals. And I do exercises as much as I can. In my opinion， I'm doing things the proper way， not going to extremes. I want a good stomach I can live with it as long as I can make the grade. In order to be decent and popular， I have to refine my language， my manners and so forth. But for his charm， I should not have done anything. It is he that inspires me with courage.
He is unique and irreplaceable in my heart. He carries much more weight for me than anyone knows. I want to live with him under the same roof and eat at the same table. If that happens， I couldn't be happier. I have increasingly strong feelings that my dream is coming and my ideal love will come true. I'm trying for it. I expect the day to come； he rewards me by presenting some pretty gifts when I achieve something. He does something I want him to and I have the exclusive right to do something for him. I introduce him to my family proudly. I have made it an everyday occurrence in my mind. Some day， I will appear before him unexpectedly， wearing a cheerful and confident smile and even with a superior air. Then he will look at me and flatter me. Only he can give me a sense of safety to fear nothing. Only he and he alone can thrill my heart to love.
However， things sometimes turn out to be not exactly what we have expected. There is no denying that we have enhanced the chances of success by what we have done to reach our goals. We are qualified enough to be greeted by a better one. To some extent， it is a blessing in disguise. So we can say that to love and to be loved is both a happy thing. Put yourself together rather than resign yourself to the fate. Don't my comments shed light on your confusion？
If people feel hopeless， they don't bother to acquire the skills they need to succeed. As a result， don't always complain when you encounter setbacks in life. Go ahead and try. Success can happen by always trying.
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